yay finally had some time to read a post! gonna be a busy last 2 weeks of the holiday! ahh cant believe my holiday is going to fly past like that! been slacking for the first 2 weeks of the holiday, which i am really remorseful for. now i gotta rush to finish up all those revisions! thankfully rachel helped me came up with a study plan! (: thank god i have her (:
anyway, MY ASS AND THIGHS HURT LIKE CRAP! arghh i think today's run was the longest i have ever done. 90mins. nah i dont think that is my limit, shouldnt be, cos im planning to sign up for 21km half marathon, which i definitely will take more than 90mins. hmm things have changed so much man. hopefully not too much for me to handle. One of the biggest change is MY CROSS TRAINING! back in nan hua, trainings were half as shag as what kienmau asks us to do. BLEAH! but oh well i can feel the difference. last time, cross competitions were nothing to me, cos i know i would never win. Now, i look forward to competition cos i actually have a slight chance to win, like i always come in 1 position away from cash prize, but oh well, slowly does it :) run baby run~
PLEASE LET ME PASS MY TERMS AND PROMOTE! 1 other difference, i dont remember studying at all during sec 4 at this time. pretty sure its the same situation for a lot other people. funny heh, we're studying more for a school based exams instead of more for the national exams. THANK GOD I DIDNT STUDY HARDER FOR O'S. cos if i did, i probably will score better, and would go to NJ. THATS BADDDDD, cos i probably will just rot and die there. so stressful man, cannot tank haha. plus their cross team sucks HAHA! the cross team totally pwn my class man.
waiting for rachel to finish studying so we can talk~ i still cant believe im actually in a relationship. looking back at all the posts i posted years back, i never thought i would get myself a girl. Thank you rachel <3 im not good at relationships, never knew how to maintain them, or maybe, im simply too lazy or too impatient to bother.
" I'm a lost cause not a hero, but I'll make it on my own~ " heh thats my favorite quote when im feeling down. nah i cannot be bothered with social circles and stuff. just go with the flow man~ that, is probably the only thing about me that will not change. im was bad with relationships, be it friendship or whatever, i am bad with relationships, and i will be bad with relationships. deal with it yingzhi~
heh father's day coming up soon! probably baking some cookies ahah! i like baking~ its probably the second only thing i will be patient about. (; heh remember how i went over to ryan's house last year with some other 'brothers' to bake. pretty cool heh. made lots of muffins! WOW! time seriously flies! i remember i... heh.. confessed to a girl that day. pretty screwed up, thank god she didnt accept, cos if she did, then i probably wouldnt be with my rachel now already. thank you~ (:
looking forward to the future~ gotta train train train~ then maybe next time i can start participating in cross competitions and start winning cashh YEAHHH! hahah sorry man typical singaporean, 见钱眼开. come on man tell me who dont!
gotta update my playlist soon! all my songs are... ancient. but oh well i like oldies.
kay la, nothing much to say already! post again soon then!
♥ 2:50 AM
hmm, been a while since i've been here! hahah looking back at those posts i made a few years ago, hmm, i must say, things have definitely changed! In the blink of an eye, 6 months of the year 2011 is already gone! Wow, time really flies huh? Life if JC aint going that well for me.. academic wise, relationship wise and everything.. damn i better start studying soon, cant smoke through A's level like how i did for O's. gotta study study study~ relationship wise... oh well i must say i aint very good at making friends or maintaining friendships. But nahhhh i've gotten used to it. Funny heh, just 6 months ago, my secondary school friends were the best part of my life (or should i say, best friends? ), but now, 6 months later, we hardly even have a conversations together. oh well as the chinese saying goes, 旧的不去，新的不来~ Things come and go, i guess that applies for friends and relationships then~
Not bad not bad, going out to meet my teacher for consultation later! hahah and guess what, my teacher is gonna meet me at bukit panjang plaza, which coincidentally happens to be a 3 minutes walk away from my house.. HAHA! yeah man! physics physics physics~
My ambition? what i want to be when i grow up? heh! that, is a good question. i never really thought about my future before.. guess i should really have an ambition or a dream to work towards to right? it should be a good motivation to study (or so i heard). heh nah lets just see my A's results first. But for now, i just want to maintain a good physical condition to prepare for NS.. lets just say i dont want to be some noob at NS. at least be an officer~ oh and of course to keep up with studies. gotta do well for A's man! i've already studied for 10 years! cant waste that 10 years of education by flunking my A's man! LETS DO IT!
(: woohoo! it has been a pleasurable 6 months with my rachel (: cant say it is smooth sailing throughout the 6 months, but oh well we made it (: but of course 6 months is nothing compared to the eternity we're gonna spend together, right? ;) im so glad she came into my life. she, was my motivation! Rightttt! why would i need ambitions and dreams, when all i need is she? (: thank you rachel (: people tell me, first relationship, is not built to last. well, my reply to that is, SCREW OFF! ahah!
oh right gotta go now~ perhaps i will post again when im free~ (:
♥ 8:09 PM
又过了一天了！今天迟起来，上学也自然迟到。哈哈其实也不是说很迟才到，自是迟了大约30分钟罢了！哈哈！今天到了学校，却没有上华文课，而因此感到有点有点内疚。其实我是要去，但我朋友们都不去。说起来，那可是一个非常懒得逃课借口。
刚刚看了一场Documentary，讲述了一些对动物的残酷。看了真令人心脆。我真的相信，只要人们与政府一起联手，一定能测地的把那些对动物残忍的人。我真希望每个人都能有一颗善良的心，尤其是青少年。我不能理解为何大门要这么做。难到伤害动物就能解决问题吗？
哈哈最今我国政府一直推框不要乱堆垃圾的campaign.对此，我感到非常的惊讶！身为新加坡人，保持社会于国家的清洁，难道不是我们的责任吗？政府不但需要教导我国人民，还必须impose fines and penalties 来威胁我们，而才不会乱堆垃圾。外国游客们，我有什么感想呢？如果我是一名从外地来的旅客，看到新加坡人对自己的国家环境一点兴趣也没有，对他们的影响也自然而然地减轻了。
♥ 6:05 AM
所谓要吃龙肉自下海。为了要考好我的高级华文，我决定从今天开始用华文来写我的Blog!好吧！开始了哦！
今天又是一个普普通通的一天。到了学校，就马上与朋友聊天。我发现自从蔡老师换了我的座位后，我认识了更多的人，尤其是女生，譬如说，Rachel，Jingyi，Cuiling 等等。较多点朋友当然不是一件坏事阿！反而，认识她们以后，我对自己的读书态度也改善了！记得我中1中2时，对学习对读书一点儿兴趣也没有。久而久之，学业成绩每况愈下，愈来愈差。献血爱说起来，的确有点儿后悔当时没好好读书！但自从升级到中3后，受到好的影响，渐渐地对学业上的态度也有改善。时间过得真快啊！转眼间，现在已经中4了，再多几个月后就是考试了！
好久没有运动了！哈哈连我中2的老师也说我的脸比起以前来，好像有点儿中！哈哈真不可相信！哈哈说真的，自从CCA结束之后，我也只有吃，吃，吃。吃这么多，不肥也怪！
好了夜已深了，就此停笔！再见！
♥ 4:59 AM
good job. i handled it quite well.
the chalet was okay, helped me to get over the '
sian' period.
friends?
ok i got it. i'll 1st form a platonic relationship with her first. the rest will have to wait.
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dont plan to continue as the captain for the cross country team next year. i think
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♥ 10:27 PM